Love

August 6th, 2009 by

Love is a grand Old Thing Ain’t It.

 

So, yeah, I’ve found someone. I love him with all my heart. We’ve known each other for like five years. It’ll be six years in 2010. I’m excited.
This guy, he’s amazing. He’s the  bees knees I cannot believe I am lucky enough to have him.

I’m so happy. I love him so much.

Okay, yeah I’m a sap at heart. But hey, what can I say?
Not that this matters but….

For a whole year, we lost contact, because either I didn’t have a computer, or I’d be on the computer when he wasn’t. But then suddenly, we both found each other on at the same time. The amazing thing is. About two-three weeks after we began talking again and I remained true to staying on the computer he asked me out.

I couldn’t believe it. I was so excited, and happy. I was extactic. :)

Anyway, yeah. Babe, I love you so much. :)

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Fear

August 6th, 2009 by

Okay, so yes I haven’t been on here in a while.

I actually forgot about my blog. Then suddenly today I got a random email from edublogs. So I came on. And saw the whole thing had been updated. So all in all I figured hey may as well edit the blog and have some fun with it.

Anyway, so yeah, in three-four weeks COLLEGE. I am so scared. It’s really hit me recently that “Holy Shit. I’m in fucking college.” I can’t believe it. Only yesterday it felt like I was going to be begining high school and now….college.

It’s kinda freaky. Oh well. It’s better. Because now I am growing up. Becoming my own person. It’s kinda interesting and intriguing.

And yeah….freaky.

Anway………

Yeah….

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Newbie

May 19th, 2009 by

Now hopefully everyone knows the song, Mad World.

Well today, I heard it, and I laughed, it’s my life, before anyone knew of me. LOL. What a riot.

So in my facebook I put this, as a little about me.

I Find It Kinda Funny
I Find It Kinda Sad.
The Dreams In Which I’m Dieing,
Are The Best I’ve Ever Had.

Now assuming I won’t get a response, it will be priceless if I do.

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“I Find It Kinda Funny, I Find It Kinda Sad. The Dreams In Which I’m Dieing, Are The Best I’ve Ever Had.”

May 19th, 2009 by

Okay, so yes, I haven’t been on a while. I’ve been kinda busy and kinda gone. So, yeah. For those of you who care, I was gone to a christian event in Waterloo, Kitchener Ontario. Obviously, still in Canada.

Although I’m sure, most of you or those of you who read this that I have facebook.

Well before I left I posted this.

leaving friday morning for trip in waterloo, kitchener won’t be back til late sunday night luv ya’ll leave a message love to hear from people when i’m back xoxo

So, I was letting people know I would be gone, and would have loved to hear from people.  And guess what a huge surprise……no one commented…..AH! It was no surprise I expected to hear nothing…although I was quite upset about it….

Anyway, I posted this as my status on facebook tonight.

so im back….wooopiieee…..recieved no comments, what a shock…..not…..if you dare, go ahead and leave a message, but be warned, i may be a bit surprised people know im back and that i exist.

Now what will be interesting, is to see if anyone, comments back….HAHA, I doubt anyone will.

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The other day

May 1st, 2009 by

Okay, so, the other day, on my way home on the bus, I was sitting with my cousin at the back, leaning against the window, listening to her Ipod. So, yeah, alot of my friends have no idea how I feel, and I’m wondering should I tell them?

Sadly enough my cousin realizes something is wrong and says :”Whats wrong?”
Not knowing how to answer her, I turned the volume up and changed the song, coming to State of Shock “Money Honey” as I listened to it, I felt like crying, it actually made sense to me. Honestly, when I first heard this song, it sounded like a load of bull. But now….wow.

I’ve made mistakes, that I can’t erase
I’ve made mistakes

Okay, so when I heard that part, I’m like, wow, that is so me, I can connect to that. I know how it feels when you make a mistake that you can’t erase or fix. And it sucks.

If I had more money honey
Would you love me, love me, love me
If I wasn’t just somebody like me, like me
If I had more money honey
Would you love me, love me, love me
If I wasn’t just somebody like me, like me
I’ve made mistakes that I can’t erase, I’ve made mistakes

Now when the chorus came up, I had to pause the song, because my heart was breaking, it was as if I was realizing, money….of course, boyfriends/girlfriends/best friends/enemies/aquiantances, they all are in it for the money, now I have noticed, OH MY GOD! HOW F***ing RUDE!

Of course, I am slightly depressed it has taken me this long to figure this out, but of course, not everyone is like that.

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STATE OF SCHOCK LYRIC MONEY HONEY

May 1st, 2009 by

As I’m staring through this fire
It’s too late to make you mine
So far from where we started
So far from what we wanted
And as both our worlds fall down
We have lost and we have found
So far from where we started
So far from what we wanted

I’ve made mistakes, that I can’t erase
I’ve made mistakes

[Chorus:]
If I had more money honey
Would you love me, love me, love me
If I wasn’t just somebody like me, like me
If I had more money honey
Would you love me, love me, love me
If I wasn’t just somebody like me, like me
I’ve made mistakes that I can’t erase, I’ve made mistakes

Oh I should have seen the signs
Now we’re falling back in time
So far from where we started
So far from what we wanted
And I’m trying to right this wrong
So I need you to be strong
So far from where we started
So far from what we wanted

I’ve made mistakes, that I can’t erase
I’ve made mistakes

[Chorus]

Ya ya yo, ya ya yo
I know you know
So let it go
ya ya yo, ya ya yo
I know you know,
Ive made mistakes
that I can’t erase
Ive made mistakes

[Chorus]

Ya ya yo, ya ya yo
I know you know
So let it go
ya ya yo, ya ya yo
I know you know

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I’ve been blind

April 28th, 2009 by

So, lately I’ve been doing a lot of thinking about myself. Mainly about how my friends have been treating me, talking to me and reacting to me.

I’ve noticed my friends who say they really know me, and I mean really well, actually don’t. They only see what’s on the outside, they don’t really know me at all.

Let’s just say my friends have been reacting to me differently by ignoring me, ditching me and by being completly rude to me. I’ve come to realize that if they knew the real me. Like they say they do, they wouldn’t treat me this way.  They would know I prefer to be told the truth, and how they feel, and how they feel about me. Even if it’s bad.

In general, most of my friends have recently stopped speaking to me.

It’s almost as if my entire being has dropped off the earth.

It is as if my entire being has dropped off the earth.

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Why I Created This Blog

April 28th, 2009 by

It’s about my view on society like on how people judge and react to certain people, like how peers dress and everything, I’ve been through so many appearances so I have first hand experience.

 

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